i've never taken hair treatment seriously, really. i've always thought it was a waste of time.
i usually just get my hair wash and wait for it t dry. sometimes, i get lazy and get onto bed while it is moist. well, lately, i've saw split ends. omg omg omg. thats my retribution for not doing any treatment. ):
but lucky me, my now brittle hair is only at my tail. well, cousin said it was most probably cause i didnt comb my hair much and there's not enough hair oil at the tail ends and all. aha, i guess he is right too. i usually just comb it for awhile or hand comb alittle before leaving for sch. XD and cousin lend me a hair treatment solution for dry, damaged or brittle hair. he told me he realise that his hair is not in bad condition at all only after he bought it. eh, whose the one that any how spend money huh!
i hope karhong and val comes t sch soon. i came at 8 w boyf anyway, he got some lecture or something. well well, pleaseeeeeee come soon cause i need t poo and i need people t take care of lappy and bags and everything else. :X
omg omg. i really need the toilet now. ):
ponyo ponyo ponyo AH CHOOOOOOOOO!
i love t mimic the Ponyo on the Cliff by the sea movie theme song, 崖の上のポニョ. apparently, i only know ponyo ponyo and the rest of the jap words cmi. XD
back t sch today. i failed tbp as expected. wow, i didnt expect t do that well luh, cause i thought i might get even lower, u see.
ps:anyway, i am listening t 崖の上のポニョ now and i am in a super good mood listening t it. if only it can cure my lost of appetite or my sneezing combos..
karhong and i had a little consultation w mdm boey today, and i am glad we did cause we found out that we had the whole proj going the wrong way. omg omg, luckily bestfriend and i have not draw anything. well, hcde tmr morning and we'll get t see what val has drawn.
i am grateful t be doing proj w karhong(3) and val(2). karhong is very good at leading and making sure we're on track. for example, today's consultation was initiated by him. and val? i miss her. boohoo. she sort of vanished since the termtest week. she is my bestfriend too okay! but now, she seems so distant. just like gemstones, claire and all the girlfs i've neglected. yes, so its MY FAULT. ):
i'll do some simple research in awhile. my eyes are hurting even w/o contacts. booo.
ps: sister is irritated by the ponyo ponyo song thats playing on repeat. hoho!
going sch w boyf at 7 tmr. he got lecture at 8.
i love u! (:
there can be miracle, when u believe ..
ms ayw has started singing again but this time, i've gotten myself a tougher song. after sooooo long of slacking and gaining (5kg ): ), my support has gone weaker now. i think i might need more push ups, sit ups && jogging!
well, for now it will be just weak sing-alongs and hcde!
omg, headache.
yes, its kind of sudden. i was going t start on this but it kind of restrict my thinking. oh well, i better keep this short.
i managed t finish one of the report today. its is supposed t be simple compilation but ms ayw doesnt like the mess of trying t squeeze 4 long pages into one, so i wrote a new report using just one of the page && of course some reference here and there. sorry bestfriend, u have t help me on the other report.
and i paid money for blogshopping again. i've spent a total of $135 ($70+$30+$35) for 2 pairs of jeans, 2 pairs of skinny and a dress. oh well, only 40-odd dollars is spent on myself while the rest are for loves: boyf & sis.
okay. its getting worse now. i am getting off. hcde tmr! (:
boyf is sick ):
anyway, we were late for Yes Man so we bought the next choice, Ip Man! well, we had a tough time choosing which t watch first.
Ip Man was real good. i love the actions, omg. idk why but i watch until i cried. i think it was too nice that my heart got a shock. (: trust me, its THE movie t watch but if u got a weak heart, prepare some tissue!
i want t watch it again. just like warlords w boyf. (:
&& get well soon, dear. i know u will cause its soccer tmr, u dont want t miss it. but i've got a feeling u might get dizzy again tmr. ):
[ps: I LOVE YOU!]
MERRY CHRISTMAS, PEOPLE!
okay, i know i am late. so how about, boxing day? (:
lets see what i've been up t.
23rd dec
proj w the intHT group at amk drive-thru mac. roar. bestfriend KH said it was near amk library. i dropped at that stop. it turned out t be two bus stops away, && i had t walk all the way. ): boyf took his btt again that day too. it didnt turn out well, so i rushed off t meet him for 'tution'.
24th dec
mahjong my way through the day at chew's. we mahjonged from 4 t 8. eat dinner, chiong again. && i am proud t say. i've won alot of rounds. hoho! but we didnt play money though! XD
25th dec
stayed at home the entire day. it was boyf's grandpa anniversary, so he went t his grave w his family. i helped t paint abit of the house. i only did the corners (small small cannot reach parts) w my aunt. and i've got my hair alittle paint here and there. :X well, at least the house looks newer now. (:
as for today, i am catching Yes Man w boyf at 3! yay. i miss that boy. BIG HUGGGGGGS! oh oh. i've done my subj selection. and these are my choices:
i hope the rest of u have not forgotten about it like me. boyf was the one who reminded me anyway. (:
ps: thank you all for ur christmas wishes! i hope u had a great day ytd too.
idk
i spent the day doing nothing. no games, no outing, no thinking, no eating. i didnt know what t do. for a -very long- moment, i was lost.
&& for now, its just missing.
i miss my boy.
where are u?
i am supposed t be out hunting for shoes w boyf today but tmr is tangyuan day, so he is at his cousin's making little balls of tangyuan.
now, talking about tangyuan. i've never fancy eating tangyuan cause i do not like eating goo-y/sticky things very much. i dont like cream, honey, coconut and kueh (except chee kueh) either. i dont know, its just part of me. but one of the most amazing goo-y/sticky thing i like is muah chee. u can find it in pasar malam usually && it taste like heaven. woohoo!
since i dont have much t write about today, lets see what i've done ytd. hmm, went over t jalan besar stadium t buy tickets for sunday's match. YES! I AM FINALLY GOING T WATCH ONE IN THE STADIUM. (: boyf went w chewy last year w/o me (i think was malaysia & singapore. idk, forgotten). walau, at least the tv was showing it. i laid on my sofa, eye glued t the flat screen tv at home & once awhile on my phone, msging them during the match.
well, this time we bought 7 tickets. roar, why the gallery students does not include poly students? some of our friend we bought for were actually from jc too. but we couldnt get the student price cause we are POLY STUDENTS. oh well, at least its $4 difference only (t think that its recession now, $4 is quite a big gain for them isnt it?), as long as they return me the money, i am quite alright w it. :D
then winstar got out of contact zone, idk why. boyf kept msging him but there was no reply, so we ended up not going church ytd. well, i went t boyf's house t watch tv & play around during the wait. we ended up falling asleep cause there was nothing t do. ):
ps: it was an invitation from winstar && he was supposed t contact us on the day on where t meet and all.
OHH, did i not tell u that bestfriend & i pon intHT field trip? bloody hell, that LL (LL is our teacher). what an un-organise teacher. self-transport is okay but she only inform us the time t meet the night before like, closing t 12 midnight. other than that, her instructions were that dress code is office wear. bloody hell, where got teacher last minute tell us dress code must wear what.
WE ARE NOT MAGICIANS. WE NEED T PREPARE ONE, YOU KNOW?
fine, then bestfriend & i decided what t wear && all for that day, slightly more casual than office wear. u know why? i dont have heels alrdy. i threw mine away that day cause it was 5 years old and it got uncomfortable t wear & was tearing everywhere. so, i am only left w slippers (which was not allowed) & mercury. tell me, have u seen any office lady/man wearing their office wear w a mercury? therefore, bestfriend & i decided t dress super smart yet casual.
then came another message which i only read it in the morning (9am, strangely i always wake up at this time). it was sent at 0200AM.
"guys pants n shirt. girls skirt n blouse. strictly no jeans. cnt go, find replacement."
i wont be surprise if no one went. whats w the girls skirt & blouse? even my formal wear is blouse, blazer & pants. even if i had a skirt, how formal can i get w my mercury? LL could have given us a day t get ready the stuffs. bloody hell, informing us last minute. how irresponsible can a teacher be?
sooooo, miss always-up-t-no-good called bestfriend up & tell him that i am not going. && whats about the "cnt go, find replacement"? well, if LL can last min tell us this & that, i am quite sure we can last min tell her we are not going & there is no bloody replacement. well well well, bestfriend agreed cause he felt that she was unreasonable too.
so, tadah! bestfriend & i pon intHT field trip! (:
now now, i need t continue on my report. byeeeeee!
i'll post pictures next post, maybe? (:
emo.
grannysnaps dont have the blue holga (click or look through the older post) i wanted. ):
shd i get the grey one? they said the light grey one is a little similar t my blue-y. booo. that means i'll have t head over t sculpture square on saturday morning just t see the light grey && i may not even buy it.
i want the blue one very very much. boooooo.
santa, why like that? ):
has anybody build a worm destroyer? cause if not, i want t build one for my final year.
WTF. this is around the sixth, seventh time a stupid green worm climb onto me. SERIOUSLY, what is wrong w the worms? why am i the only one that get it? boyf has been w me the past time those stupid green worms climb on me. he never got them anywhere near him. WHY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?
i get freak out everytime they get on me. the other time, i think i've gotten myself a bettle at my chest, i think. i dont know, i didnt dare t see. the worse thing is that IT BIT ME, bloody hell.
today, i didnt realised that the worm was on me until this kind girl told me. lucky me, its a small one today. the first thing i said when she told me was
"AGAIN?!"
anyway, i think she gave me a face cause i didnt really thank her (i bow my head and smile cause she had her earpiece on. thank you anyway).
well, lucky me (and her), it was a small one this time. kind of rare, this is the first time a small one got onto me. at least i didnt scream like the usual. i saw, stare and blow it off. but it crawled t my elbow by then (it was on my sleeve). so i blew harder and it dropped!
"YAY!" until i saw it drop not t the floor but t my lappy case. -.-
roar. i had t use my handphone t flick it off. my handphone is so tough. it can do alot of things for me. anyway, it gave off a spiderweb like thing so i had a tough time trying t find the first stick. it was on my sleeve anyway. & i nearly miss the bus because i was having after thought staring at the blank space.
anyway, when i met w the group at mac. a house fly plane crash into my eye.
YES, WTF RIGHT?
i've never see a stupid-er fly than this. ): therefore, i conclude that i attract insects too much. save me, somebody? DDDDDD;
quick, i need a bug destroyer.
guess what? snapy is not the only one crazy about film photography ..
YES! MY BELOVED DOMOKUN IS CRAZY ABOUT IT TOOOOO! (:
it turns out that when he was asleep, the rabbit took the camera && realised that there was no film inside all this while!
aww. domo is cute, isnt he?
idk what t say
this is a girlf thing isnt it, winnie? booo. but for today, just today, i'll stop thinking so much. i guess its time for bed.
is it possibly anyway?
ps: boyf & i had our first argument (money matters on christmas gifts) awhile ago. it wasnt very much a serious thing, so we just died down after awhile. (:
all papers done.
esfac wasnt as well done as i've imagine. boohoo. i suspect the teachers hates us all. why is the past termtest paper like abc whereas ours were tricky here & there? anyway, gladys, winnie & i (met robin too actually) went t vc t collect our pictures after the dream-breaking paper. we also helped huimin, jessica & boyf t collect. omg omg omg, boyf's pictures are gorgerous. ): i only have 2, 3 amazing pictures can! & his is like, one whole chunk of beauties.
after collecting them, we met alvin the black! (nono, this is not a racist comment. chill people!) since we had about 6hrs t spend slacking before N802 BBQ, we made a list of what we want t do.
1. see the pictures
2. go gladys's house t take batteries
3. go winnie's house "gope" the pictures 4. makan 5. go bugis t buy film
on our way t bugis, we saw the fleamarket at sungei road, so we went there & found SNAPY RED (SR)!
its an old camera that is in good condition, clean & minimal scratches, etc. we chip in our money & bought SR tgt! therefore, the five of us (gladys, winnie, robin, alvin & i) formed SNAPY! yay! we bought the film & lightsticks before heading back t bugis t buy saugages for the BBQ.
through out the whole journey, i was brainwashing boyf t come for the BBQ. he didnt want t join us cause he is not shou w my classmates (& i am sorry, dear!). && he did come! yay! kisses*
the bbq was great! thank you all of you! i guess we will have more gatherings as a class from now on! <3>
i am hoping t get my own holga 120 GCFN (the blue one w the person holding it) soon.
i wanted a dslr actually, but i can make do w holga since i am a beginner & dont not have alot of spare cash (but all of you are welcome t contribute t my dslr funds :D).
and boyf wants a black one (same as gladys) but i intend t introduce him t the sliver & black one (center) which i thinks suit a guy like him! :D
both holga are $95. i hope i can get them from grannysnaps soon. *hint hint*
so santa, where are you? (:
there was never a time like this
well, what can i say for tbp paper? i have fail this paper, dont ask me how i know. imagine leaving 33m blank for a 50m paper. damn it. now i just have t concentrate on esfac t pull up the grades. oh well, i was thinking of failing esfac but now this unexpected thing has happen, there's a need in change of plan.
trust me, i wont fail my end of year so easily. come on, its the poly yuwei you're talking about.
lets hope my confidence last, people! (:
sorry baby
i threw a huge tantrum just now. i HAD my reasons, okay? he only came only at a hour later. ): but he obviously sense a overwhelming amount of 'darkness' around me. && i made him sad cause i was cold towards him. DDDDD: && i guess he probably saw my blog or msn pm while i was gone.
sorry baby, i still love you! really! && today is our one year anniversary! many kisses*
now now now, i wonder how he tolerated my in-punctuality every other day..
suddenly, i felt like dancing
i seriously think that IT block is very noisy. aiiyo, no wonder, I AM IN THE WRONG BLOCK. does this sound much more humourous/less vulgar? cause i am restraining myself.
I'VE GOT A WHOLE FUCKING LOADS OF THINGS T COMPLAIN. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
no, i am getting off. i dont want t destroy the innocence of the blog.
sorry readers.
why why why?
i am dying of tangent & normal lines. boyf knows how t do it cause he took amaths the other time. but why did he have t vanish when i need him most?
i told him about it and he asked me where i was. I AM AT HIS BLOODY* BLOCK CAN? he can just walk down the stairs && most probably he can find me alrdy. WHY ARENT YOU HERE YET, BABY? it has been quite sometime alrdy, half an hour t be exact. ): yes, missang is freaking out. though i love the feeling but this shdnt be the time t do this t me, baby.
come here please.
*i tired not t use vulgarities already. sorry.
SHHHH, dont tell anyone else.
for the past two days, i've not done my part in getting my As (i have not even touch a single book). D: emaths paper tmr, i guess i'll mug in sch just before the paper bah. cause thats where i can feel that sense of urgency man!
my home environment is getting bad by the days, thats the reason why i cant study properly (except being unable t feel the urgency). today, i woke up around 8 but was disturb by sis who was watching tv.
SHE CAN WATCH IT FOR THE ENTIRE DAY OKAY?! T.T
then near the noon, uncle cleared things from the storeroom. so the whole living room is fill w box cartons. how t study like this? ):
(starting from top left, clockwise: my own stuffs :X, the mess in room, old soft toy, uncle clearing up)
&& the fact that my boy gotten ill today, stomach flu. my darling, he has papers tmr somemore. ):
anyway, though i didnt study today, i had some fruitful findings. two box of old soft toys. and close t a box of super old macdonalds' collectibles. &&&&&
my uncle's old album of black & white photos.
&& for my dear hassy, guess who is that young man waving his hands?
omg, i didnt know we have these at home seriously. well, i guess i'll head back t tv for now.
darling, get well soon!
&& let's jiayou tgt!
i love you! (:
#2 Circus
There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl
Don't like the backseat
Gotta be first
(Oh..)
I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show...
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same
All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh.Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA.
There's only two types of guys out there
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby, I hope that you, came prepared
I run a tight ship, so beware
I'm like the ringleader, I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show...
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same
All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. HA. (Let's go)
[Break]
(Uh. Uh. Uh-huh) Let me see what you can do
(Uh. Uh. Uh-huh) I'm runnin' this
(Like-like-like a circus) Yeah
Like a what? (Like-like-like a circus)
All eyes on me, in the center of the ring
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
(Just like a Circus) (Uh. Uh. Uh-huh)
baby, i dreamt that you have another woman. );
FDM 3rd anniversary celebration was good! i love our wild cats, 02! (though i chose t dance wrong on the actual crowd. boohoo.) && 'clubbing' on the stage was cool, yet funny. the few people that was spotted hiding at the back of the stage not dancing were mainly the wild cats (whom i thought were the wildest). XD
anyway before the performance, i helped SKH w his water bomb. && i ended up tying almost all of it, thanks luh best friend! that lonely soul, we waited for the groups t come tgt. SUPERRRR LONG WAIT CAN! we end up gossiping t keep us awake, we talked about THINGS. (:
now now, after the performance. that TERENCE KJM is a dream spoiler. aiyo, where got people go around telling their "crush" that we want t grp w her. at least for us, its our happy little secret we can joke abt. BUT KJM TOLD HER OUR LITTLE SECRET JUST LIKE THAT.
shattered* ):
nevermind that, we ended up grping w/o "crush". HOHO! at least i had wong wong for my partner luh. that cheater bug, he never play the game properly. all of us got blindfolded except him. pooooof! anyway, t cut this short ..
things that happen during/after spooky trail:
1. i accidentally kicked gary (the ghost) sorry!
2. destroyed angela's spookyness. :X
3. shake hands w my fav ghost (bestfriend)
4. got pangsehed by wong wong half way ): i was holding onto the PSK one leh!
5. went into black room by myself and "shh" the ghost.
6. insisted that i have not see one of the ghost (friend) before
7. laughed at the last ghost cause he had stockings over his head
8. waited w robin till his station is finish && help him pack up
9. gone back t audi2 t give alvin his bag & talk abit before leaving w wild cats & gary
10. took bus home w robin (SKH left half way)
): && thats the night i dream sweetheart had another woman. told him the next day that i had a bad dream but did not elaborate. why does bad dreams always look so realistic? );
i am going t pretend i am mugging. bye!
feel the love, baby!
i think i am the one who caused val t emo. let's see..
-have i neglected her too much? ):
i've been lunching alot w frequency buddys lately: darren ng wailun, robin tan zhiming and see karhong.
- is it about the money? ):
thats what bestfriend & i gathered but she brush it off w that she is lazy t withdraw the money.
- or that term test is coming? ):
i have not started mugging unlike our val who has done that w yuhui lately, so she shdnt be that stress over it.
- or or or that the library's comp has more MEI LI than i/we do? ))))))):
oh well, maybe if she sees this, she can choose & pick her answer & tag me somehow.
anyway, deadline for report is tmr. i am no where near the finishing yet. boohoo. && fdm celebration is tmr! well, let's be WILD CATS for the day, 02!
off,
w plenty of love & the need t finish the damn report. *kisses!
why you, && of all people too!
can you get out of my sight please? this is a plead, cause ..
..I AM GOING CRAZY BECAUSE OF YOUUUUU!
shit! what is wrong w me?! i seriously hope that boyf can give me a couple of slaps t make me wake up from whatever that is happening t me! ):
WAAAA~ I AM REALLY GOING CRAZYYYY!
i wish boyf & i can runaway t somewhere where there's nobody else but us. HOHOHO! && that will probably be our fantasy world, which means we can wrestle all day & night w/o caring that our deafening screams will wake the kids up!
aww, wont that fun?
ps: i flunked sociology quiz today too, i think thats what that adds t my crazyness. ):
